Questions Related to Spiritual Awakening
Q1: Can you briefly introduce yourself and share your spiritual journey? How did you acquire this knowledge at such a young age, and who were your teachers?
A: I have been entirely self-taught, relying on myself. My journey began 10 years ago, initially driven by an inexplicable desire to memorize the Qur'an at a young age, even though I did not grow up in a conservative family. I then started exploring theology and other sciences. I had no visible teacher; instead, I relied on my intellect, intuition, and heart, which transformed me in various ways, much like the stages of alchemical transformation. I went through phases of doubt, atheism, and faith until I finally settled. The true guide in this journey is the spirit, and with it, you don't need any external guide. Even those who come to me, I try to lead them back to their inner selves so they can follow their spirits.
Q2: I no longer trust anyone and only take what suits me. What do you think?
A: Trust is a bond or connection between two things. Trust isn't placed in a person's appearance but in their essence and spirit, forming an internal bond between you and them.
Q3: How can I connect with my inner self?
A: You are always connected to your inner self, now, in the past, and in the future. The disconnection and connection you feel are with reality, not with your inner self. The disconnection is an illusion because you've let the external into your inner world, creating a gap between you and your true self, making you feel disconnected. In truth, you're always connected to yourself—you're just trying to feel it.
Q4: What is the need for guides, exercises, and meditation?
A: They help you break the idols and illusions you've placed between yourself and your true self. The goal is to reach a state of emptiness. For example, in the Qur'an, those who worship idols say, "We only worship them so that they may bring us closer to Allah" [Az-Zumar 3]. Idols are considered intermediaries, and even prophets and reformers were sometimes turned into idols.
Q5: What is true prayer? Does abandoning Islamic prayer destroy our lives and lead us to hell?
A: Prayer, in language, means connection. In all religions and beliefs, prayer is the connection with God, divinity, the heavens, or the higher realm. Prayer is the expression of good deeds and the bringing of divine ideals to earth. For example, if you want to emulate wisdom, you connect with it and try to translate it from its ideal form into words or actions on earth. By doing so, you perform true prayer and become the prayer itself, acting as a channel between heaven and earth. Thus, prayer is an act of goodness in its broad sense, not its narrow one.
Q6: They say that breath is the spirit in the body, and the essence or true connection with the higher self is through breathing. Is that true?
A: The spirit has no connection to breath or breathing. I have discussed this in previous articles and videos, distinguishing between the two. The spirit is an abstract faculty that helps you connect with higher meanings and the higher self, while breathing, from a semiotic perspective, stimulates the lower systems like digestion and reproduction. Hence, breathing connects you with the lower, not the higher. In meditation, when we seek stillness and emptiness, forceful breathing will break this connection and instead link you with etheric entities, often mistaken for the spirit.
Q7: What about breathing techniques to activate Kundalini?
A: Breathing in such ways connects you with lower entities. As for activating Kundalini, it is not a spiritual matter but rather the activation of a lower god, as in Gnosticism, or the serpent energy that rises to the forehead, taking control of leadership.
Q8: Isn't Kundalini energy the energy of life?
A: I don't deny that it is life energy, but it is energy for lower life.
Q9: I notice that you speak slowly. Is it because you know a secret behind calmness?
A: Yes, stillness and calmness are the true spirit. A calm, still person can connect. In the polarity of movement and stillness, movement symbolizes chaos, while stillness moves toward centrality and stability. Truth is constant, while illusion is changeable.
Q10: How can we activate our intuition and make it accurate and true?
A: Intuition is purely spiritual, and it is the capacity to understand symbols. Symbols are forms and patterns that carry higher meanings. For instance, when you see someone performing a good deed, that act is a pattern expressing the descent of goodness from heaven. Recognizing and understanding these symbols allows them to guide you.
Q11: How do we differentiate between the voice of the ego and the voice of the spirit?
A: The difference is simple. The ego's voice stems from grounding or the lower realms and expresses greed, laziness, and other sins. It pulls you toward the earth and desires immortality. Conversely, the spirit's voice descends upon you with calmness from above and connects you to the heavens. The ego often leads to arrogance, while the spirit remains humble with divine grace.
Q12: When does the ego die?
A: We cannot eliminate the duality of the ego and spirit. Trying to kill the ego is extreme and leads to destruction. The proper question is how to control and manage the ego. The mind, which represents one wing of the spirit, restrains and controls the ego. The heart, however, can be easily deceived by the ego.
Q13: The idea of going to emptiness scares me. How can I overcome this fear?
A: The fear of emptiness comes from attachment to this external world. You fear sitting alone without thoughts, actions, or emotions. This attachment to the outer world creates idols between you and your inner self. Reaching emptiness is the same as reaching yourself.
Q14: I believe we will go to the light, not emptiness.
A: You are the light. The light you see outside and believe is different from emptiness is just a reflection of your own light and self. You will return to emptiness, for light exists only in emptiness.
Q15: How do we empty ourselves of what we've filled within?
A: The solution is to disbelieve in everything you've filled yourself with, whether emotions, ideas, or knowledge. These attachments become idols, separating you from your true self.
Q16: Do we lose awareness after awakening?
A: Always keep in mind the concept of relativity. Just as you awaken, you also lose awareness, and as you lose awareness, you awaken again. This is how things go until you die, and death is not the end; it is a channel of transition. Your search for ultimate rest leads to laziness, and this is where Satan intervenes, and the seven deadly sins begin. Your pursuit of rest is a call to laziness, and your desire to reach the final awakening is greed. When you say that you have reached awakening and will never lose awareness again, that is arrogance. And so it goes with the rest of the sins and how Satan deals with them.
Q17: How do we get out of this cycle and reach salvation?
A: Neutrality and resetting are what lead you to salvation. Neutrality is also emptiness. When you become still, you will find your salvation. In Taoist philosophy, it is said: "Let everything flow without your intervention, in the end, everything will go peacefully." You are the one who ruins things by your interference, so you must stop moving. Movement is not only in actions but also in emotions and thoughts and your reaction to them. Therefore, you must stop until you reach stillness. Stillness is also silence, and as mentioned in the tablets: "Between the self and the second, you find silence." This is symbolic of death, and you must experience death because in it lies the true wisdom.
Q18: Neutrality makes us not delve deeply into life and not live it fully, how can we live like this?
A: Delving too deeply into life leads to superficiality. When a person delves too much into life, they become superficial and easily manipulated. The neutral person, who stands between life and death, is the true deep one because they are in the role of the observer, seeing and understanding everything. Thus, no one can manipulate or deceive them. The observer is within safety and true depth, while the moving dancer is exposed and easy to manipulate. Neutrality grants you peace, true depth, balance, and the purpose of this life is not to delve deeply into it.
Q19: What is the message to the super empath, and what is your advice to them?
A: My advice to them is not to focus on others or appearances. Do not be deceived by emotions and movements. Try to find your tranquility away from being a super empath or anything else. Do not wear any specific label. Do not let this matter be a wall between you and your true self. What matters is your tranquility and finding yourself.
Q20: Are the Anunnaki real, and what is their relation to the Matrix and spiritual awakening?
A: Yes, the Anunnaki are real, and they created the old Matrix. The new one is made by Lucifer. Do not fall into the deception. Do not focus too much on these matters, and suffice by learning about your reality. Connect with it, but do not bring it into yourself. Instead, rely on yourself and return to it.
Q21: Do you mean by neutrality that we should abandon managing worldly affairs and leave everything to God, without interfering in anything? Or in other words, is it surrender?
A: Neutrality is not like that. Neutrality means leaving your outer self to the outer world and your inner self to the inner world. This means you pursue life, dream, act, and achieve what you want, but without attachment to the outer world. Deal with it externally, not with your true self. This way, you achieve neutrality: the neutrality of the inner self concerning the outer world and the neutrality of the outer self concerning the inner self. Do not mix the two.
Q22: The thoughts in my mind have not stopped, but I have become neutral towards them, not reacting. Is this silence?
A: Yes, what you do not react to will fade and become silent. For example, I opened this broadcast for you to interact with me by listening or asking questions. If there is no interaction, why would I continue talking? Do not fall into the manipulation of people, actions, or thoughts. This is how you reach true salvation.
Q23: I hear an inner voice and see vivid daydreams, and they told me these are hallucinations. Are these hallucinations from dark forces manipulating us?
A: Silence is the solution. Any path without silence should be feared. I do not want to argue with those who believe in these matters, but from my perspective, these are not the path to spiritual awakening; they are the path of dreams, and there is a vast difference between dreams and spiritual awakening. Dreams, whether in sleep or daydreams, are not a sign of spiritual awakening because true awakening is based on neutrality and reaching the wisdom of deep silence and emptiness.
Q24: I seek only the Creator, and I do not want to follow illusions.
A: Even these thoughts, that you want only the Creator or God, should be discarded. You must break all the idols to reach emptiness. Your attachment to the outer world is an illusion. The outer world exists in the outer, and you are trying to create an inner copy of it. What separates you from feeling and connecting with your true self is bringing the outer world into your inner self.
Q25: What are the first signs that you have reached emptiness?
A: The first of these signs is your struggle with loneliness. You begin to hate it and fear it. When a person retreats into themselves, searching for their true self, they start to battle their own feelings and attachments to others. Thus, when you enter the emptiness, you confront loneliness.
Q26: Is spiritual awakening a divine gift or related to effort?
A: Spiritual awakening includes everyone and is not exclusive to anyone. It is closer to you than anything else.
Questions related to dimensions:
Q1: Can you explain the dimensions?
A: Let's explain them from a geometric perspective. The first dimension is an infinite straight line with no beginning and no end. The second dimension is a plane, an infinite surface in both length and width. We transition from the first dimension to the second by duplicating that straight line in parallel until it becomes a plane. Therefore, the higher dimension is the first dimension because from it, this four-dimensional experience was duplicated. The transition from the plane to the three-dimensional space is done by infinitely repeating the plane, which creates infinite depth or height, thus forming an infinite space.
Three-dimensional space is emptiness, without movement or form. It is composed of luminous levels formed by a light beam, which is the first dimension. This emptiness is where you will go after death.
The fourth dimension is the movement of a shape within a larger shape, or the movement of something according to something else, and this is time, or what the ancients called rotation, where everything revolves around something else and according to something else. This is movement. Here begins temptation, which we mean as the influence on another party. If movement stops, the shapes will end, and everything will return to the third dimension.
The fifth dimension they promote is imaginary, and the sixth dimension is illusory.
Another indication that the only dimension is the first dimension, not the fifth or sixth, is that the first dimension represents the unity of everything, which flows into the rest of the dimensions. How can they say that the first dimension is the lowest? How does the one that created everything flow from below to above? The flow happens from above to below, and the below is a manifestation of the above.
Q2: If we are going to emptiness, how can there be previous lives and incarnations?
A: Previous lives and incarnations happen due to temptation. In the end, if you are not tempted, you will go to emptiness.
Q3: Are we living in the third dimension?
A: Those who say we are living in the third dimension are mistaken because the third dimension does not allow movement. It is a unified field with no shapes, let alone movement. Therefore, we are living in the fourth dimension, not the third. You are a limited three-dimensional shape moving in a temporal dimension along with other limited three-dimensional shapes. As for absolute space, it is the original three-dimensional space. If I, for example, end my boundaries, I go to emptiness and become emptiness in turn.