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Q1: Can you tell us about the nature of the soul?
A: The soul is like a straight path or bridge that connects the source and the material world, or between the source and us. The closer we are to this straightness, the more we remember and anticipate the future. Conversely, the further we move away, the more we become absorbed in the material. While we don’t criticize focusing on the material aspect, we advocate for it within the context of the soul, without separating the two. Material without spirit is aimless, random, and lacks sanctity, and no matter how close you may seem to it materially, spiritually, you are distant.
Q2: Why does a mirage appear when I get closer to the material?
Q3: Does this mean that the essence is the center of names?
Q4: Should I remain neutral in my interaction with the material?
Q8: You mentioned that repetition serves the matrix system. How do you classify enslaving repetition?
Q9: Are names a source of the matrix?
Q10: How do these matrices affect us?
Q11: How do matrices feed on our energy?
Q12: Is it true that the more you focus on something, the more it grows, and the more you ignore it, the more it diminishes and disappears?
A: Yes, that's correct. I have a theory that the universe does not differentiate between what is positive or negative. For example, you may be in a toxic relationship with someone from which you gain nothing and get hurt, yet you remain in the relationship without ending it. By interacting with it, whether negatively or positively, you are feeding it, and it will not end because your partner still provokes either your fear or your desire.
Q14: Since childhood, I have walked the straight path, doing good and wronging no one. Lately, I feel like I need to change things and do a little evil. What do you think? Am I evil?
A: It’s not that you want to do evil, and there is no absolute good or evil. The truth is that you wanted to do something different to test your free will, because your doing good didn’t stem from your own will; you did it out of compulsion, as if being placed in a box, and now you want to break free from that box.
The purpose of existence is not merely to do good but to be conscious of what you do, whether it’s good or evil, and to be aware of your actions. Most people who take on the role of the savior do so unconsciously, believing it is their duty to do good. If the goal of existence were solely to do good, then what would be the purpose of free will? What would be the meaning of our independence in physical bodies? If we exist solely to sacrifice ourselves in service to others, then there is no point in our existence as distinct individuals. This is not a call for total separation from others or a focus solely on oneself. The aim is to find balance between all these dualities. What’s the value of doing good if it’s done out of compulsion, without understanding its meaning, and without experiencing evil (negativity) or rejecting good to understand virtue? The purpose of existence is to be aware of both your goodness and your evil. Whether you are right or wrong, you must be conscious of your actions.
Q15: What is your view of someone who has difficulty imagining, and I mean visual imagination, not conceptual? Since I began my search for myself, everyone says, "Find the light within you." Everyone seems able to see this light except me. Does this mean I am far from it?
A: Light is not something you imagine. The light referred to is consciousness, and more precisely, clarity. For example, you may be in a relationship where your partner cheats on you, and someone tells you about the betrayal. This news is light and truth because it has illuminated a situation you were unaware of. Here, the light is not something you imagined as a specific form or brightness. This is the concept of light: it is awareness and truth, like the morning sun that reveals everything, making things clear.
Darkness is merely the absence of light. So, even if someone kills or slaughters you in the dark, it makes no difference between that and a good deed because you are in blindness. We cannot judge people who are in darkness because their actions, whether good or bad, are done without awareness. But in the presence of light, everything becomes clear, and we can distinguish between good and evil. This is why we advocate neutrality—neutrality is transparency and the ability to judge without being influenced by emotions in various matters.
Q16: Is the Source truly unconditional love? Does it really love us? And why don’t I feel this love?
A: My understanding of the Source differs from yours, and the same goes for my understanding of love. In my terminology, I refer to the Source as absolute neutrality, complete transparency, and perfect balance. The Source is neutral, and when we manifested from it, the purpose was for us to form our identities with complete spontaneity, as if seeing and hearing on our own. What’s the point of our existence if the Source intervenes in our lives or experiences every time, like a father who loves his son excessively and distorts that love by playing the game for him to ensure he wins?
Q17: How do you define true love?
A: In my personal opinion, love is not about constant care or giving. At its highest level, love is complete clarity between two parties, and this applies to human relationships as well as the relationship between humans and the Source. The Source is extremely clear and transparent, far removed from manipulation. Our manifestation as souls was a transparent one, and therefore our connection with the Source is transparent. There is no veil separating us from it. If you are neutral and transparent and have now reached your truth, you are certainly connected to the Source without needing to do anything or participate in any game. All games ultimately end with winning or losing. However, our existence here should be neutral, making our connection with the Source easier. A manipulative source is a false, demonic one, much like a narcissist who has reached the pinnacle of narcissism, constantly exploiting your pleasures and pains to play with you.
Q18: Is the narcissist self-loathing through selfishness?
A: The narcissist is a manipulator who doesn’t want to face the truth. They go around in circles, avoiding their reality. These narcissists have a deep wound inside, like a black hole. If they were to confront it, this narcissist would transform into something magnificent and honest, better than what they were trying to achieve through manipulation. A sincere person is nobler and better than any manipulator, no matter how skilled they are at playing games. A manipulator will never reach the level of fulfillment that comes with being sincere and transparent. This sense of fulfillment and peace is a real paradise, a feeling that cannot be bought or fall within the domain of wins or losses. It is a genuine, Source-like feeling that connects with everything.
Q19: What does real love look like? Is it care, sacrifice, or giving up for the other person?
A: In my opinion, love is not necessarily about sacrifice or constant care. It is not about giving up your essence for another. True love, in its highest form, is based on complete transparency and clarity between two individuals. This concept applies not only to human relationships but also to our relationship with the Source. The Source, or Divine Principle, is entirely clear and transparent. There is no manipulation, no emotional exploitation. Our souls were manifested in this universe in a transparent manner, and our connection to the Source is similarly transparent. There is no veil separating us from it.
When you are neutral and clear, and you have reached your truth, you are naturally connected to the Source without needing to participate in any external rituals or games. Games, in the end, always have winners and losers. However, when you exist in neutrality, your connection to the Source becomes easier. Any entity that manipulates your emotions or plays games with your desires is not a true Source but rather a false, demonic one—much like a narcissist who has perfected the art of narcissism, constantly exploiting your fears and desires to control you.
Q20: Is it true that narcissists hate themselves because they are selfish?
A: The narcissist is someone who avoids facing their own truth. They live in a state of denial, trying to fill an internal void, much like a black hole. If a narcissist were to confront their reality and face their inner wound, they would transform into someone genuine and authentic. In fact, a reformed narcissist can be more sincere and noble than someone who simply plays manipulative games to control others. A manipulator may become highly skilled in their tactics, but they will never experience the deep fulfillment that comes with being sincere and transparent. This fulfillment, this inner peace, is the real paradise. It is a feeling of wholeness that cannot be bought or found in any superficial victory or loss. It is a connection to the Source that is true and genuine.
Q21: Will the ultimate tapestry of life ever be complete, or will it remain infinite?
A: Life, in its essence, is infinite, and death is closer to the notion of completion. Death can be viewed as the culmination of one’s life journey; it is akin to a narrow passage through which a person transitions upon completing their life cycle. These cycles are perpetual, leading to new experiences and realities. It resembles the completion of a fetus's development and its subsequent emergence into the world through birth.Q22: How do we choose after death? Do we reincarnate in another dimension, and how do we choose if our awareness is limited?
A: The choice arises from awareness; it is this awareness that makes the choices for you. As for reincarnation, it can occur in higher dimensions or lower ones in the case of regression, or you may reincarnate in the same dimension once more.Q23: I feel that life is nothing but an illusion.
A: Such thoughts stem from the illusion negatively impacting you, causing you to seek escape from it. Your interaction with the illusion feeds it, regardless of whether you love or hate it. In essence, you have chosen to perceive the illusion and engage in conflict with it. The remedy lies in achieving neutrality—stepping away from these games and moving towards truth and equanimity.Q24: What are examples of accepting the self at its core?
A: Accepting the self does not require any action. It is the mental frameworks and societal programs that lead us to believe we must do something specific to attain our desires. This notion of "must" is akin to imaginary games. You may enter a game, attain financial success, build, create, and become a master of what you have constructed, but in truth, you possess nothing. True spiritual knowledge lies in the human ability to choose innocence amidst all battles without succumbing to temptation, even if everyone else rejects you.Accepting the self entails doing nothing. For instance, if someone criticizes your appearance or personality, you should fully embrace your identity and refrain from reacting defensively, whether positively or negatively.
The self requires honesty, transparency, and integrity; it does not seek games or barriers that obscure your true essence. Be a sovereign, but do not allow the kingdom to deceive you. Embrace the world, but do not let it mislead you. Be whatever you wish, provided that nothing stands between you and your authentic self. Regardless of what occurs, you must not permit life to create a veil between you and your essence. You must strive for transparency and honesty with yourself.