1. Introduction: The Trap of Awakening in the “Basement” of Memory
Have you ever experienced that strange feeling when waking up in the darkness of night, when an unexplained fear creeps into your mind, as if you were surrounded by a hidden threat or a heavy pressure resting upon your chest? In those moments, existence trembles inside us—not because we understand the cause, but because we are not merely “new” beings born with every dawn. We are living archives walking upon the earth.
We awaken in the “basement” of an extended memory, carrying the burdens of ancient experiences and conflicts that we were not present to witness, yet today we represent their inevitable results. Are we truly experiencing life for the first time, or are we merely echoes of ancient calls once released by our souls in the corridors of time?
2. First Insight: You Are Not “Born Today” — You Are a History of Darkness
Our modern consciousness is nothing but a thin surface hiding beneath it an existential massacre of forgotten memories. You are not a child of the present moment; you are the “sole survivor” emerging from ancient struggles. Because of the intensity of that horror, your consciousness forgot what happened and now receives the outcomes as unavoidable destiny.
“The root of the human being is a complex network of lives and dark possibilities. Consciousness itself does not dare to enter this dark basement. It is a multi-layered archive extending into the deepest depths, containing possibilities so complex that awareness itself may fracture before them.”
This shocking concept transforms our definition of the self. We are not innocent beings who have just begun existence. We are like students who drifted into daydreams while the teacher was explaining, only to suddenly awaken and discover that the causes were already planted, the motives already set in motion, and the results imposed upon them without understanding how they arrived here.
3. Second Insight: The Shock of Incarnation — Everything Begins in “Childhood”
In this metaphysical view, childhood is the first and final laboratory. It is the “cause” of everything that appears in our world today. Our present consciousness is merely a rebroadcast of frequencies received by the child during the first moments of contact with existence.
We are born and die within the limits of our imagination. What we perceive as reality is nothing but the shadow of that child standing before the light. The shadow stretches and grows until it becomes the “reality” we experience.
Our experience is shaped through the “shock of incarnation,” which the child processes by absorbing its surroundings:
- Family wounds: Emotional inheritances planted in the subconscious before the ability to distinguish.
- Collective memory: The spiritual and cultural reservoir shaping perception.
- Cosmic and astronomical factors: The influence of the sun’s motion and planetary movements shaping the frequency of the “first encounter” with matter.
Everything we experience as adults is merely an attempt to decode those first moments when we initially received existence, as consciousness continuously reproduces what the child once perceived.
4. Third Insight: The Mystery of Observation — Root Chakra vs Crown Chakra
The secret of life and death lies within a single process: Observation. Life is the state in which something is observed, while death is the absence of observation — the unobserved state.
| Aspect | Root Chakra | Crown Chakra |
|---|---|---|
| Definition of State | Life: the observed and active state. | Death: the unobserved state (absolute mystery). |
| Nature of Observation | The awakened observer perceiving differences, movement, and opportunities. | Absolute stillness where no differences or observation exist. |
| Attachment to Existence | Clings to life with “teeth, fingers, and claws,” fearing annihilation. | Represents mysterious possibilities and stillness preceding observation. |
| Type of Consciousness | The consciousness of the known, connected to earth and bodily survival. | The consciousness of “nothingness” or cosmic unity where distinctions dissolve. |
You live according to how strongly you observe through the Root Chakra, for it grants the sense of distinction and existence. Meanwhile, the Crown Chakra remains the mysterious life not yet observed by your consciousness.
5. Fourth Insight: Spheres of Repetition — We Breathe the Same Oxygen Again
Life does not move in a straight line, but in repeating spheres of exchanged roles. Roles between us and those around us (parents, children, partners, siblings) form an eternal exchange of energies.
You may be the child of your father today, yet in a previous cycle you might have been his father. The patterns he expresses toward you now may be echoes of patterns you once directed toward him.
“We repeat what returns us to life like oxygen. We release it, then inhale it again to revive us. We send something out, then receive it back once more.”
In this infinite entanglement, it no longer matters who began first. The result becomes the cause, and the cause becomes the result.
6. Fifth Insight: Sexual Energy as the Engine of Radical Change
Within this metaphysical depth, sexual energy is considered the frequency that determines the quality of observation within the Root Chakra. It is not merely instinct, but the only variable capable of radically transforming one’s life path.
What you transmit and receive through this frequency determines which possibilities become alive and observable in your reality.
7. Conclusion: Are You Ready to Open Your Eyes?
Our journey between the life-grasping Root and the silent mystery of the Crown reveals that we are not simply victims of random chance.
We are living the current observation of ancient results whose causes we did not witness being planted. True awakening begins when we realize that vast possibilities still exist within the Crown Chakra that our awareness has not yet touched.
Final Question for Reflection: If your current life is the inevitable result of an old observation made by your inner child, what frequency will you choose today to shape the observation of the next cycle?

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